Ramblings of a Mami of Two

Current favorite food: Maam's daging masak merah Current favorite seluar: Delia's jeans. That's the only one not in the laundry basket. eww.. pompuaannn pompuannn... Maammmmsssssssss.... i'm sooooooooooo in love with your daging masak merah.. teach me teach me!! Either you teach me how to cook, or i go knocking your door everyday hehe.. Nasib baik Maz datang cepat haritu kalau tak i think la kan, kan kan, i can finish you daging masak merah lalala... hehhe... Yeay IED is ALMOST over. I still have one presentation left, and a team final report. And notebook. Yeay. Before IED, i heard a lot of bad things about it. Susah, time consuming, tak cukup tidur especially for the last two weeks and blablabla.. Sekarang, dah ambik IED, regular semester lagi, kan kan.. haah memang betul la tu... ied mengon. Susah pon ye. Bosan pon ye. But not as time consuming as many people wouldve thought. The notebook is not a big issue, as long as you remember to update it everyday, an...

my patience with encik ong is wearing thin... damn you la weyy gimme the freaking ticket before i change my freakin mind!!!!

balik: FULL allowance - sangat bes jumpa mak - ultimate bes makan yong tau fu, pulut kuning, apa2 yang mak masak - besssssss orang2 yang bising - oi tak bes takbley buat sesuka hati - amat tak bes tak balik: tade benda nak buat - syurga tade sapa bising - amat syurga duit agak kureng - jauh dari syurga bangun lambat hari2 tanpa orang membebel - tak terkata nikmatnya so balik ke dak oi???

dah dekat2 June ni... i'm starting to have second thoughts about going back this summer... summer is the best time to stay... takde kerje nak buat... bangun sesuka hati... jalan2... tade sapa mau bising.. pastu.. hehe ntah? Last summer sangat best... eventho tinggal lima orang je pompuan yang tinggal... aku, uji, con, jaja, anem... tapi aku rasa kehidupan aku sangat heaven eventho ada signals yang agak syaitan jugak masa tu... and eventho jauh gile dapur... penat aku turun naik... tapi aku suka.... bilik aku kat sharp sangat comel... sangat comfortable... so... aaaaa cam tanak balik la plakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.... camne nih!!

Whee... sudah-sudah la sedih tu... nyehehe... i'm 80% over my sedih and self pity phase. Lalala... next week exhibition weh.. muahha we havent built a thing yet. Lalala... takut. That's the most dreaded moment of the semester, selain finals, oh and ach leaving troy. uuu presentation.. days before that you have everything you wanna say perfectly tersusun in your mind, and you keep rehearsing and repeating the same thing over and over again sampai termimpi2.. ecece tade la camtu skali.. tapi lebih kurang la.. pastu the moment you step up front terus lupa sume skali maka apa yang saya cakap pun merapu2 sampai saya sendiri tak faham apa saya merepekkan... adeyy... speaking of presentation, i need a suit. A well-fitting suit. Sigh~ I dont know how she talked my into buying that totally hideous blazer and totally makcik pants. (the ones yang besar kat butt and kecik kat bawah)

my trip to trojan electronic supplies just now was not a pleasant one.I thought buying LEDs would be easy. ye la kan LED je kan? I was wrong. Baru aku tau, there are at least 5 different kinds of LEDs that exist out there. Different not in the sense of colors, itu budak kecik pun tau, ini yang LEds yang ada banyak2 amps, then different mcd (mcd tu mende apa pon aku tatau.macdonald? lame lame..) The 'trip' left me feeling exhausted, exhausted sebab tatau nak pilih yang mana satu, padahal LED je, and the whole thing left me feeling useless. What's the purpose of my existence other than being one weak unopinianated me-against-the-world dumb hopeless no-dream girl? I'm not a hands-on kinda person, and i'm tired of having people telling me to do things i have no idea about. aa.. but if you give me a needle and benang i can do a crosstitch for you, though it might take years to finish. At least i know what i'm doing. I can even draw a custom design for...

i've been studying in Folsom for 2 hours. Ecece.. riak ker? So out of boredom, i downloaded Winamp after a semester of being a loyal media player user. Reason being was media player's skin tak cool. muahaha.. so aku pon surf la kan site winamp ni... and tetiba aku jumpa skin RPI... haha coolness!! Since sekarang ni ntah macam mana semangat RPI aku cam terlebih2 sket (since nusantara la nih!) aku pun download. Agak geeky tapi aku rasa cool muehehe...

i'm such a moody person. hehe.. i think la kan, when i grow old, when i'm an old lady bongkok2 batuk2 jalan pakai tongkat kan, i'll be a veryy2 bitter one.. i'll be a very bitter old but still beautiful lady(prasan skit okay? kasi can aa) cursing on every bad turns of my life. now, kalau people whining on radio can annoy the hell out of me, nanti, ntah2 anak2 aku whining to me pun i can tell them to go to hell. Muehehe... so, people, tell me how can i be a cute cheerful girl?

Oi~ SEPET Best sbb: aku suka bahasa dia.. macam.. simple, words that audience can easily relate to... takde la bahasa tah papa yang mostly orang tak guna pun dalam daily life... example: " Awie, adakah kau akan masih menyayangi aku sekiranya aku sudah tua? " Muehehe lamenya example, but, you know what i mean. Plus, english dia pun best. macam, natural, macam dia da biasa cakap, tak nampak forced.cool, cool. sbb actors dia agak rilex jugak aa berlakon... cam bes. cerita dia ada banyak msg2 yang cam... subtle and ada banyak tunjuk reality of life kat Malaysia. Cam, melayu dapat 5A dapat scholar gi UK(UK siut), tapi si sepet dapat 7A tak dapat scholar apa2, pastu, crite pasal melayu lazy and cina tak. (kot tak silap scene ni kena ban kot kat mesia? Ke? Ke? Tatau? correct me kalau saya salah.) Tak bes sbb: Apekahh banyak2 scene berkemban?? Pakai tshirt ngan kain batik pon okay kot ye pon nak abes melayu.. awat laa kena berkemban? Hehe tak kisah sangat sbnrnya but tatau? cam tak ...