Ramblings of a Mami of Two

ola..dah lame giler tak tulis..sbnrnya aku ni kene wat HW ni tapi sangat la malasnya..ok ok lepas ni aku terus stat buat HW..isy isy bosan sungguh la hidup as student ni...hmm this week takde la best sangat.. except for last weekend..10/26/03..hari yang sangat best..got something for my beloved sweetie pie..hehehe....hope he's happy with my gift..=)lalalalala~~actually aku dah tulis dah entry utk that day but blogger ni budus sket ade silap sket terus tak dapat nak publish and aku luper nak copy aper yang aku dah tulis tu..so ended up aku malas nak tulis balik..panjang giler aku tulis tapi sekrang aku malas nak tulis pepanjang so lantak dier ler.....hmm hari ni saje2 nak letak gambar..hehe...dah lame da amek gambar ni tapi saje nak letak jugak...hehe.. kanak2 `blonde`

joke of the day Ajan:aku nak kene balik wey... Ninie:jom ellias kite balik nanti takde bas.. Ajan:Ade.. Ninie:Kau yakin ke ade bas...dalam PETI SEJUK kate pukul sebelas... sbnrnya dier nak kate "dalam website"...ape kah??!! muahahaha physics blues ke ninie???

so stresssed out!!!!!!!!

ZAMAN DOLU2 YANG SERONOK.. p/s:sile jangan buat bende2 ni...nampak best,mmg best tapi tak baik..=P ola...just got a call from adek..cakap ngan sya skali..sya now's called cah????watthe?!!muahaha sedap lagi aku rase name sya...on watever reasons you use that name adek i still think sya is better..kau memang suke merosakkan name orang len..hehehe...=P anyways tak tau wat happened to her voice but it sounds husky...ecececece cam serak2 ella..dia perasan sexy..well sexy ke adek?? =P..muahahaha...miss my old frens...adek,alissa,sya,kay,dayah,tiniey...ninie??ninie kulihat hari2 tak larat nak miss..maybe i didnt spend much time with them...maybe i'm the most distant member of the group and maybe they dont think of me as much as i think of them(ecece..ape ayat aku ni???!!) but they are the people yang aku buat banyak activity with...though mostly bende2 yang baru and aku tak pernah buat and salah sbnrnya...tapi it was fun..hehe..aku ingat lagi malam tu bile aku,alissa,adek,daya,ni...

i cant stand these people around me...these are the people who actually think we wanna be under them but we dont..well..most of us dont..sorry to tell you la kan...huhu me so emo rite now...who the hell this people think they are?!!come on la kan other people have sacrificed a lot so do consider other people's feelings okay biachies??i messed up my diff eq quiz this morning...well it wasnt too bad though..at least i know what i was doing compared to the other quizzes...this one was ok actually...happy that i understood the questions though one of em was not as i expected..ok wat else ya..miss malaysia soo much..been talking about nasik lemak since last week tapi still tak dapat2 lagi..malas nak masak actually..tomorrow ade international fest and once again i have to face these people..urrghh help help~~~damn la~~wat do ya expect?we spent quite a lot for this tau tak?krisis money ke?well the money has been divided equally so it's fair right?all the other things are bought with O...

ASH TREE (Ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously. sangat tipu lalalala~~

jangan kacau ajan...life is worthless i dont wanna go on doing the same thing i've done and i dont want the same thing happen over and over again thus i'm putting it to an end..

sekali lagi aku rase seperti membunuh diri pada hari ini..pada sesiapa yang berniat nak kacau ajan..sila pergi jauh2 sebab ajan tanak cakap ngan sesiapa...saya akan membunuh diri sebentar lagi..selamat tinggal semua orang yang saya sayang dan juga saya tak sayang...

sangat benci...seriously sangat benci sangat kecik ati sangat tak suka sangat terasa sangat sume2...sakit hati...menyampah..kecik ati..tak puas hati...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bencinyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..kalau tak macho tak macho langsung...kalau dah macho macho sangat....aaaaaaaaaaa lecehnyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!rasa nak nangis...sangat rasa nak nangis...nak nangissssssssssssssss..........takpe takpe nangis sorang...biar la aku emo sorang2..rasa sangat lonely...tak pedulik nak emo jugak...benci tak suka menyampah..tanak dah buat apa2 lepas ni..tak sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!tau laa aku tak sweet langsung..aku mmg la tak reti bab sweet2 ni..memang laa tak pandai tak belajar tinggi2 pasal sweet2 nih..dah tu nak buat camne at least aku try..aku dah try tu cam accept je laa..aku serious tau aku tak sweet langsung...tapi aku try la..takyah aa nak hint2 perli2..kesian aku..selalu kena perli..tak pepasal je kene perli...sedey la..camtu ke aku ni tempat nak kene perli ker..isy apesal aku...

yeay dia ade!!

ola...nothing to tell lah today...it's been a very boring,cold cloudy day..akmal has slept already..i think so la..he hasnt replied any of my messages yet...takde ape nak cerita..so ola!

Konya tsuki no mieru oka ni B'z Tatoeba dou ni kashite kimi no naka haiteite Sono me kara boku wo nazoitara Iron nakoto chotto wa waraku kamo Aisureba aisuru hodo kiri no naka mayoi konde Te wo tsunaidara ittemiyou Moeru you na tsuki no kagayaku oka ni Mukae ni yuku kara soko ni ite yo Kakera demo ii Kimi no kimochi shiru made Konya boku wa nenai yo Itai koto kimochi ii koto sore wa minna hito sorezore de Chotto shita chigai ni tsumazuite Mata shite mo boku wa hade ni koron da Kizutsuite yatto wakaru Sore demo ii osoku wa nai Te wo tsunaidara ittemiyou Ayashii hoshi no hisomu oka ni Shigemi no oku e to susunde yukou Kega shite mo ii Hajikeru you na egao no Mukou gawa wo mitai yo Te wo tsunaidara ittemiyou Manmarui tsuki no kagayaku oka ni Dare mo ga minna terashidasarete Kokoro no moyou ga sora ni utsutteru Itsu demo sou yatte warattenaide Kakera demo ii Kimi no kimochi shiru made Konya wa issho ni itai yo TRANSLATION If by any ch...

still marah...though he apologized but still marah and i dont think a simple apology is enough..i really needed somebody to comfort me tadi...and that somebody bukan sape2..but a specific somebody...but that specific somebody turned me down when i really2 need him...and lagi i'm in the time of the month when i'm really sensitive...how i hate to be turned down when i really need support..guess it's all happening to me..hmm talking crap here..anyways just got back from a supposed-to-be raya photography session but turned out to be an informal one..hujan la dekat luar and sayang betul..every body dah all dressed up pakai kebaya baju kurung and so on mekap2..turned out tak beraper best..and i dont like the shots i take today..actually i like one of em but that's the pic of 7 of us...chinese dancers..takde satu pun gambar aku sorang that i like.. sigh~~~ tensi...anyways..tensi la y some people are born with inadequate height???? sigh again~~~ it's so unfair..really..it...

last nite i had the worst dream in my life...ok la i've had dreams worse that that but last nite's sangat takut..bukan nightmare hantu or watsoever but aku sangat takut...it was too vivid that i can still see every faces and their expressions..angry,disappointed, bengang...and sume2 la...when i woke up i felt really thankful that it was just a dream but still that doesnt stop me from feeling afraid.bangun2 je i called him but all i get wasnt wat i expected...or more precisely wat i had hoped for when i called him...he was so indifferent that he acted like i'm talking nonsense without knowing wat i had dreamt about...believe me i'm not a superstitious person to believe my nightmares and my dreams and take them as petanda bla bla bla but the dream was too real i needed somebody to comfort me...i'm not stupid enough to take all my dreams seriously but whenever you dream of something that's related to you right now everything seems possible...ntah..

suddenly got no mood..tarik diri can ah??

yeay baru jumpe ach~~

in library...bosan bosan bosan..but gotta finish physics HW...slept at 4 last nite to study diff eq but ended up tak boleh finish 1 question....the first one was ok but as usual..i did silly mistake..ade ke 2r x r = 4r^2???what in the world was i thinking i dont know..bak kate taroi yesterday dont trust me on calculations..i can give the theory but u gotta do the work yourself..never trust me with my calculation..well...i dont wanna admit it myself but i guess it's true sometimes...well taroi if ur reading this..SOMETIMES only aa!!!!i can be really careless sometimes...lazy also la..hmm last nite someone told me he wanted to go to school with me..wanna study la...but ended up i went to school alone...missed the 730 bus..well that;s the only bus before 8..dont expect me to wake up at 7 just to catch the bus??!!!there's no way i'll compromise my sleeping time! =P y la they make the first bus 730..y not 745 ke...at least i have more time to sleep..anyways..it was really foggy...

Qns 1. Late at night, u r partying with a friend of the opposite sex. If you don't leave now, u would miss the last bus. What would u do? a. who cares.....continue to party -- go to Qn 2 b. ask if he would send you home -- go to Qn 3 c. say "good-bye" to him & run after thebus --go to Qn 4 Qns 2. While having a meal with a friend, u saw that what he/she had ordered seemed quite delicious. Would u ask to have a taste of his/her food? a. yes --- go to Qns 5 b. no --- go to Qns 6 Qns 3. U saw something nice while shopping but u don't have the means to buy it. Would u... a. Shrugged your shoulders & forget it.---go to Qns 7 b. go ahead & flash your credit card ---go to Qns 6 Qns 4. You have a job offer that is paying better than your present job.You would... a. its every man for himself. Type your resignation letter now- go to Qns 8. b. the present boss is treating you well. >Stay cos of loyalty! -- go to Qns 7. Qns 5. ...

bosan....banyak HW due tomorrow...diff eq quiz summore..dont wanna sleep la..cannot cannot i cannot sleep!!!bosan...boleh tahan ke...hmm....esok..lepas diff eq still can do cine rite?hmm ok ok dont freak out still got time one...oh so bosan today..u bz me bz..soo bz so bosan... sigh~~

sekejap lagi lagi setengah jam exam COCO...isy isy takot..rase cam da tere tapi kalo tanye definition isy isy kantoi la..hmmm nak makan ikang bakar la..pulut kuning..rendang....tapi sume bende yang aku nak pakai buat masak rendang sume takde...isy taroi sebok kacau tepi aku membebel ntah aper yang dier bebel...bising je...takot nak exam...

olaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....dalam library...sangat bosan belajar COCO...huhu...dah perasan tere ke??isy isy..

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed & wit...

yeay sangat gembira sebab laptop tak selembap selalu...tak selembap last week..and tak gembira sebab esok ade exam and takot..COCO tu susah la...apesal elos kate senang?oo aku ni ade tahap kelembapan yang tinggi kot?hehe..anyways..hari ni aku terfikir satu bende...cam best ke kalau aku boleh cakap sume bende yang aku tak puas hati ngan bf aku lepas tu kasi discuss same2 lepas tu mase discuss tu..kasik tau sume bende yang aku tak puas hati aku tak suke kutuk2 bla bla bla lepas tu dah..abes cerita..cam kesimpulannya..aku kasik tau aper yang aku tak suker kat dier lepas tu sukati dier la dier nak terime ke tak tapi hopefully dier nak terima la aper yang aku cakap..janji aku tak simpan ape2..lepas tu next morning jadi macam biasa balik tak gaduh ke ape..best ke???aku rasa best la...sebab kan cam aku tade aa simpan ape2 tul tak?nanti kalau aku simpan nanti jadi cam volcano meletup..tak pun nanti kalau aku simpan lama2 nanti bile aku nak ungkit balik aku sendre dah tak ingat aper yang aku si...

lalalala~~~ aku rasa sangat comelnye aku punye blog baru lalala..minky minky..ade gambar aku..hehe sangat bosan belajar COCO menin kepale..isy arnold schwarzenegger jadik governor california..

bengang like hell!!!!

hmm..weather today sangat best...not that cold..tak panas mana..COCO lab today was great..though i didnt know what to do mula2..but things went pretty smoothly afterwards..berjaya siapkan the circuit before kelas habis..physics..was ok..i dont know how i've done for the post quiz,though...just bantai2...hopefully betul ape yang aku jawap..tapi tak betul pun tak kisah as long as i dont get 0.professor kelas physics aku sangat tak wangi la aku rasa...sakit idung kalau tanye dia...kelas cina...the quiz was quite hard..didnt remember a few characters but hehehe...in the middle of the quiz aku teringat aku ade letak notes bawah pehe..tak sengaje la..it was unintentional..no niat to cheat or watsoever..hehe..anyways..guna la chance yang ade kan?the note didnt help much sebab takut kantoi..hehe..the quiz took quite some time...actually there was no time limit ke ape..laoshi tu kasik je buat berape lame pun..so i took quite some time to finish it..cerita sedey dalam kelas today is..initia...

ola...new one..edited a few things...and this is wat i get..hmmm..but still not happy actually..i'm no taking credits for this..oh..one more thing..i have a boyfren who likes to perli2 me so much!!!

WANITA ANGIN Mereka ini lahir di bawah lambang: Gemini (22 Mei-21 Jun), Libra (24 September-23 Oktober) dan Aquarius (21 Januari-19 Februari). Berterus terang, berminda aktif dan gemar mencari kepelbagaian dalam setiap aspek kehidupan. Berfikiran terbuka, mempunyai daya imaginasi dan inovatif, bagi mereka segalanya boleh dicapai. Bergaya, tenang dan tidak cerewet serta mempunyai keinginan semulajadi untuk mengamalkan sikap diplomasi dan saling bekerjasama bersungguh-sungguh. Sanggup mengorbankan kehendak atau idea mereka sendiri demi mencapai keharmonian dan mengelakkan perselisihan atau konflik.sentiasa gigih untuk mendapatkan cinta yang terunggul, untuk berkonfrantasi. Kurang cenderung untuk menyampaikan perasaan sebenar yang terpendam dalam hati mereka. Dikenali dan diingati kerana sifat romantis dan manja. itulah saye, ajan...

ola....suda tuka rupe baru...comel tak...lalala....saje je tade keje nanti nak tuka balik.. =)

damn aku rasa hidup sangat malang hari ni..nak tau kenaper??i missed the bus and it's raining outside and i dont know how to go there...dem dem dem..ach'2 working and luckily i bumped into ija and ipeng...now got transport..hmmm ach's working...dem...y does he have to work on saturdays?????i dont have anything to wear...that's one problem too..thinking of getting a new pair of sneakers coz i dont really like mine now..the one i'm wearing now is like budak sekolah punya kasut and i dont like it...i always suck in buying kasut coz i always end up buying ones i dont like but i thought i'd like at the first place...ces ces..sedey..tepefon pulak rosan tak pasal2..takkan tak pakai braper hari dah rosak kot???sedeynya...miss my sweetie pie..

ola..hmm aku rasa macam nak tukar lay out bende blog ni......hehhee cam simple and tah pape tapi hakikat dia aku sangat malas...ehehhee..and aku malang sebab tak dilahirkan with the ability to think of something creative and cute enuff to spice up this website..dah ade si pembantu alam maya bernama frontpage dan juga pembantu alam sebenar bernama Mr Ach jugak aku still tak berjaya memikirkan something cute..aku rasa la...all the cuteness has gone to me that i've run out of cuteness tu put dekat other place..ie my blog,my room and bla bla...hehehe...today i'm goin to union for RMWA talent nite..be performing BAby Boy beyonce tunite...heheh still cant remember all the steps..hope i wont screw up tonite..aminnn..

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ape ntah aku geram je ni geram tau geram?????