Ramblings of a Mami of Two

Okay, these arent exactly complaints. Just, dissatisfactions. Or , bitter experiences. Hihihi... Whatever they are, I'm still happy that I am pregnant. =D When you are pregnant, you start to hate things that you used to love. Or sometimes, you just have to forget certain things for a while. Not cool. Food Okay now tell me who hates eating? Nobody. Unless you're anorexic, that is. So, the story is, now, every single thing i eat will almost definitely come out again. Either then and there or two hours later. Point is, nothing stays inside. So, really, putting anything into my mouth is becoming like a task. Dude, forget nasi lemak, charkoeyteow, pizzas, kfc, lalala you name it i hate em all. Kasihan... And no gassy food for me either. Once, i ate gulai nangka and found myself vomitting non-stop for an hour. I ended up vomitting blood. So, goodbye gulai labu. And... Ive got to forget my absolute must have morning coffee. Or the lunch Starbucks trips. Goodbye mocha latte. (t...

Three Months Ago My heart stopped beating, dropped to the floor and felt like it was squashed by the biggest elephant alive when I saw the big "+" sign on the test kit. Okay, that didn't sound very grateful of me but heyyyyyyyyy what do you expect????? Anyways, I really didnt know what to feel or how to react. Nak senyum ke... nak nangis ke... I stood there transfixed, terkelu terkujat, macam askar yang jaga Buckingham Palace. Then finally I cried. Hard. Nearly cried my eyeballs out. I mean that was a surprise. Back then I still wasnt sure if it was a nice surprise or not, but I'd say i was more inclined to say no. Oi, we planned to plan, like.. 2 years or so... tup tup amek kau setengah tahun pun tak sampai!!!Amekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..... Seriously, I was so shocked and angry I didnt talk to Ach for 2 days. ( sorry yayang ) =P Alright alright call me ungrateful bitch and what not, but dudess... this is not like kawen, i dont like you, get the hell out of my house ...

Mummy loves you too, honey. =)