Ramblings of a Mami of Two

Quoting Utusan Online 31 October 2005 "Tetapi kini keadaan sudah berubah. Remaja gemuk itu berasa terlalu berat hati mahu meninggalkan UiTM - tempat di mana dia berjaya menurunkan berat badannya sebanyak 25 kilogram." So he's fat. But couldnt the writer choose better words to say it?

Hahaha i never thought i'd do this.. but well.. what the hell, it's weekend. So, been tagged (mana daa bende ni start?) by Belle ... here goes the "seven of blablablas..." Seven things you plan to do before you die: 1. Say sorry to my mom and tell her i love her. I know she knows i love her, but i never really say it. 2. Kawin. Dengan orang tu je. Orang lain tamo. 3. Get *almost* flat abs by swimming. ( a little buncit is sexy! ) 4. Finally do the things I love. Which i still dont know what. 5. Aaa.. be a happier person. Dont wanna die a bitter old lady. 6. Aaaa.. did i write kawin already? 7. Gi haji. Seven things I cannot do: 1. Date Brad Pitt 2. Sleep less than 12 hours a day. 3. Wake up before 12pm. 4. I just can't be mad at people. Tak tak, i cant tell them that i'm mad, but i can make the menyampah face. =P 5. Sing. Whhyyyyyyy????? 6. Swim. Hey i can float. Elle cant. =P 7. Make a resolution and stick to it. Seven things I can do: 1. Cook. Tak sedap sang...

Wow. I never realized this, but i've missed a lot of things. Damn.

Pening kepala fikir nih! Borrowing Lana's words, I'm currently having a serious quarter life crisis. Plans... What am i gonna do after RPI? Grad school? Job-hunt immediately? Babysit my 10 nephews and nieces? Teach a bunch of most-of-the-times-annoying 8-year-olds???? ( Wow, i love kids! ) Sharpen my cooking skills by cooking for everybody in the house 4 times a day?? ( breakfast, lunch, tea-time, dinner ) What am i supposed to do? Where am i supposed to work? Where? Why? What??? How???! Possibilities of what might be... Am i gonna spend the rest of my life doing something that i hate? Am i gonna be the C player among the stars? Am i gonna work with a measly pay and depend on my husband to buy me that gorgeous CD handbag? Am i gonna tell my children "mummy cant buy that for you because mummy has no money, really" in the supermarkets? Or... Am i gonna be the one telling people what to do? Am i the one people come to when they need solutions? Am i the owner of a suc...

Haha clever! Oh what the hell, I've never neen happy anyways. -Yeah, at least not since I've known you. Ha, weird coincidence huh?

Quotes of the day: Don't you like anything cheap? - I like you . God, what did you have for breakfast this morning? Carnation instant bitch?

isn't it an irony when you feel lonely in a large group of people? aren't you, according to a popular notion, supposed to feel lonely when you're all alone in your room on a Frinday night and other people are out having fun? Nope. Nope. Naah. I am talking nonsense. Talking, socializing, spending 'fun' time outside drains me out. Well... I no longer see the need of belonging to have a sense of what i am. Again, i'm talking nonsense. Oh while i'm at this, I heard somewhere that women working with Perkhidmatan Tadbir dan Diplomatik(PTD) are not allowed to wear pants? Is it true? Ada sapa2 boleh confirmkan? Cause if it's true, i have this to say: WHAT THE HELL?!!! Once somebody confirms this, aku akan tulis pepanjang kat sini nanti. And it's not gonna be nice. Haha come on, how feisty can i be? * wink *