Ramblings of a Mami of Two

Take the Lead reminds me of my wasted freshmen + sophomore years when i didnt have much going around - I should've joined the freakin Ballroom Dance class!!! Yeah, oh okay i remember why i didnt now. My boyfriend wouldnt let me. He didnt like the thoughts of me dancing with other guys. Yeah okay totally understandable. But.... kenapa laaaaaaaaa tak terfikir ajak boyfriend masuk skali????? Kalau dia tanak boleh tarik dia jugak kan?? Arrgghhh serious shit I wanna dance like that!!!!! Sangat bes okayyy??? To quote a line from the movie: " I wanna move like her. It looks like they are having sex on the cold floor " or something like that. Heehehe... But the point is, the girl's moves are so amazingly sexy, ( not the moves yang flash anything or tonggang terbalik style mak tam in MTV videos ), the eye contacts, the everything lah!!! Seriously masa the couple menari she leaves me breathless! Damn saya jealous I wish I could dance like that!! Oh and to quote some other line...

Yo Momma! Muahaha, this is one show that I love. It's actually one of MTV crap shows, and i've always hated MTV shows, especially those *reality tv* series with some random people fighting over the smallest matters. Haih... But somehow I just love Yo Momma. Its one of the most degrading yet entertaining tv show, with Wilmer Valderrama a.k.a Fez as the host. So the show is all about finding LA's best trash talker. So they go to every "hood" in LA, find its best trash talker and then fight dengan trash talker from other "hood". So apa yang di trash talk kan? Their "mommas" or mothers. Yeah kinda cruel and style budak tak sekolah, but its fun when the joke's not on you. =p So apesal bes? Hahaha, I know kalau ach ada kat sini sure kena condemn sebab tgk benda ni. Dia bes sebab, trash talking ni rupa2nya bes. Muahaha, bes if tak kena dekat aku. Contoh trash talking:( Okay before baca, pls note that the jokes adalah agak kurang ajar jugakla seb...

*Things I'd love to have before balik* A watch A camera with good night mode Guess mock-croc Saddle Pink Handbag A pair of big-ass Sunglasses Corelle's Square Pretty Pink or... Corelle's Livingware Retro Square . . . and lastly . . . * Another Road trip in US with ach * not gonna happen but doesn't hurt to dream kan? So many things to buy with soo little money, with a sucky sebulan-sekali job... Sigh~ Paris Hilton is just the luckiest * bitch * in the world.

I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh, every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because its empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you

Edited: I'm totally happy now. Saja je nak update my dying blog. Edited 2nd time: Edited untuk jaga bahasa diri sendiri. Saya tulis di pada masa saya masih emo. Hehehehe... Edited 3rd time: I;m totally over it =D