Ramblings of a Mami of Two

though i've gone through lots of depressing times, this is, by far the most depressing i've ever gone through. i'm going back in a few days. I'm not happy. I'm sure gonna miss all the times we've spent together. Every single minute of it. Thank you for making my first 3 years here memorable ones. Thank you for always being there. Thank you thank you thank you.

tiba2 rasa tanak balik aa plak. but then it's already too late ah. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! tak suka family gatherings.(family nukleus lain crite ah) tak suka orang2 yang jaga tepi kain orang. tak suka live by other people's standards. tak suka phrase "nanti apa pulak orang kata" sbb nanti aku kata "pi mampus korang la nak kata apa pon!" aaaaaaaaaaa tamo balikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

baru tau Graduation Song tu sedih nak mampus...

Dulu, ada je masalah, "Helo Mak, ni camne ni mak?" "Ala buat cenggini cenggini cenggini... pastu camtu camtu..." "Ooo camtu ye mak.. okay makasih..." Sekarang, "Helo Mak, ni camne ni mak?" "Mak tak tau nak kata la.. awak dah besar, takkan mak nak kata takboleh, buat cam mak kata... awak fikir sendiri lah baik buruk dia.." "........" Tak sedar rupanya saya dah besar. Semua decision kena buat sendiri. Pros and cons kena fikir sendiri. Dah tak boleh dapat decision with just one call away.

Hey baybie, I'm so gonna miss you...

muehehehe... alhamdulillah.. it went well... Finally i got myself a black formal handbag. yeay.

last tuesday i emo salah tempat. literally. hehe...

Useless. I feel crappy. I feel stupid. I'd love to if someone would just take my life away. Please. I don't care. I don't wanna go back. I don't wanna do anything. Crap. Crap. Crap. RPI kills every every happy cells in me.

15 days left - 7 days for mummy - a few days for this thing = less than one week for me. If only one day could last forever...

3 days till "mummy's" arrival. 5 days till commencement. 15 days till flight to Malaysia. 15 days left for dating american-style. No, dont get me wrong. It's not american-style the american definition. Not the dinner-movie-sex dating style. It's my definition. It's more to having dinner, just the two of us, at outback, shalimar, or Johnny Rockets or anywhere without having to call my mom or my sister every hour, or without having to ask anybody's permission, and coming home as late as i wish without having anybody nagging at me. Now it's back to McDs and KFCs. I'm so gonna miss Chilli Fries.

yeay i still have 3rd june this year!! apparently we'll land pukul 1230pm 3rd june kat malaysia so yeay!! But still, knowing my family saya i know there wont be any surprises. hehe but that's okay. But the next day the whole family is going back to Jelebu for some kenduri and the whole sanak sedare are going to be there. Sigh kena pergi la kan maknanya. Buhsan.

Dearest Elle Bebeh, Happy 22nd Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me and the lanuns in Campus News - http://www.rpi.edu/web/Campus.News/features/050205-ied.html Hahaha Jakun. Jakunnnnnnnnnnnnn. IED is totally OVER!!! Yeay!!