Ramblings of a Mami of Two

Shit, I'm beginning to feel like I am going to end up like Mr Bean. Running away never solves your problems, at least not permanently. Oh and, as much as I want to think that life is not fair, it IS fair actually. Marilyn Monroe's famous and pretty, but she was a sad B**ch who ended up dying young, suicide i suppose. Too lazy to find the facts. Siti Nurhaliza is supertalented, hot and rich, but got married to a perverted 50 yr old datuk. ( Love is blind ) Some people have everything figured out for them, but lack the freedom to choose their paths. So life is fair, if you really think abt it, rationally. And seriously, I need to figure out a lot of things in my life, or I'm just as good as dead.

Mr Bean I cant imagine myself being Mr Bean. Not that because he's weird and retarded and disgusting at times, but the fact that he seems to be the loneliest person in the whole world. I mean, he's as lonely as anybody could be. This struck me the most pagi tadi when i was watching Mr Bean with my nephew, hehehe... In that particular episode, Mr Bean was on a picnic with Teddy. He cut a piece of cake for Teddy and one for himself. He ate his share, turned to teddy, pegang teddys head and said to teddy, "Are you gonna eat your cake?" and shook teddys head himself. Hahaha pity him kan he cat even get a date and had to talk to a teddy bear. Worse yet he had to gerak2 kan the teddy himself to make it appear alive. Man, I hope I wont have to go thru that. I mean, not talk to a teddy bear and pretend its alive, but being that lonely that I think a swan can talk to me.

A friend of mine is getting engaged next month. And might be getting married soon. Soon enough to surprise me. Hehehe... Congratulations! Ach kata batch aku sume gatal. Hehehehe... On a side note, Another friend of mine forgot that I'm already engaged. sob sob... =p I don wan to give u valentine pwesent!