Penawar hati yang lara....
assalamualaikum...dan salam sejahtera kepada semua sahabat-sahabat yang diingati....
kadang-kadang ...bilamana kita dilanda pelbagai ujian dan dugaan hati ini selalu sahaja merintih...dan pelbagai persoalan timbul dibenak bagi hati sanubari kita.......
1. KENAPA AKU DIUJI ?
" Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan "
Kami telah beriman,"sedangkan mereka tidak diuji ? Dan sesungguhnya
kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka ,maka sesungguhnya Allah
mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui
orang-orang yang dusta ."
-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3
2. KENAPA AKU TIDAK DAPAT APA YANG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN ?
" Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui ."
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ola...it's first day of raya...went to semayang raya dengar takbir..tapi tade feel lah sebab takbir dier tade bunyi cam takbir selalu dengar tuh..ade lagu2 dier...tak feel sangatlah...tak sempat sedey..balik je from sembahyang rayer balik..and prepared raya dishes i cooked last nite..takade apa pun aku masak..just kuah kacang and rendang..i think the rendang's superb,considering it;s my first time cooking rendang...the kuah kacang..a bit masin..and it lacked something..i dont know what..maybe udang kering yang sepatutnya letak tu lah...i didnt put it....so wat i had for pagi raya is..kuah kacang and nasik impit and lemang(thanks to ach~) and rendang...=)
oh forgot to mention it's a white snow this year..hehe..tapi tak setebal last year's...
as usual,i like to have some privacy utk makan2 sendiri,hehe..then only i call my friends..=)jangan mare aa bukan kedekut aaa..but kene prepare2 dulu la...jangan mare yer...=)
oklah sat gi nak pergi umah stackwyck...=)
Selamat ...
"Dance With My Father"
Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
`Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how m...
Gemini
Birth stone
Pearl or moonstone.
You like
Interesting conversations, wacky movies, new places n people and being first in line for the latest CD or fashion trend..
You dislike
Being told what to do, being told what not to do and people who sit in ur space for hours saying nothing.
You're best at
Organising parties, thinking up brilliant ideas for projects n stuff and doing six different things at the same time.
Deep down
U are always looking around the corner for the next exciting person, place or adventure to stimulate ur restless mind. U like to be involved in whatevers happening and hate being left out of things.
Your career
Bend ur mind around a career in computer technology, theatre directing or feed ur adrenalin by becoming a circus performer.
Fashion
With fashion, as with everything else, you're a creature of extremes. One day, you'll pull out all the stops and really go to town on your appearance, the next you'll d...
Dari Jauh Kupohon Maaf
Dalam dingin subuh hatiku terusik
Kenang nasib diri di rantauan
Bergema takbir raya menitis air mata
Terbayang suasana permai desa
Rindu hati ini inginku kembali
Pada ayah bonda dan saudara
Tetapi aku harus mencari rezeki
Membela nasib kita bersama
Hanya ku sampaikan doa dan kiriman tulus ikhlas
Dari jauh kupohonkan ampun maaf
Jangan sedih pagi ini tak dapat kita bersama
Meraikan aidil fitri yang mulia
Restu ayah bonda kuharap selalu
Hingga aku pulang kepadamu
Restu ayah bonda kuharap selalu
Demi anakmu yang kini jauh
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
You're warm, and the most approachable. You have that gentle prescence about you. People can relate to you, and find you easy company. However it's likely you've been hurt in the past and it has left you scarred so things can become rather chilly with you at times. Being the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy and loyal to your friends but prone to depression and negative thinking.
Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)
?? Which Season Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla
kenaper aku rasa macam malas ni??aku nak minum something yang ade susu laa..cam soya bean ke french vanilla ke coffee ke nescafe ke ape ke tapi sume pon takde..yang ade kat bilik aku lipton tea je...adui aku nak french vanilla la..tak pon soya bean..nak something hot and creamy..takde air aku tanak buat kerje..isy aku ni banyak tul songe kalau nak stat study tau...nak ade lagu la nak ade earphone la nak duduk kat bilik orang la nak french vanilla la sume2 la aku nak..kalau tak takle wat kerje..sume ni cam ape tu conditional learning??ntah aa ape bende pon aku tak ingat but it;s something like dah programmed kat kepaler aku kalau aku nak wat kerje sume combination tu kene ade kalau tak aku takle wat kerje....contoh lain cam aku bau belacan aku ingat sambal telur...kalau kat menatang,say,kucing,dengar loceng tau nak makan..aa camtu aa keadaan dia nak study dengan concentration kene ade sume2 tu..equation die cam lebey kurang camni :
concentration=air panas + lagu + earphone +bilik orang...
guess sbnrnya aku ni takla seperfect mana...tapi the hell tu quiz bodo je tapi tak betul sbnrnya..baru aku tau duh..anyways...takpela tak peduli pon sape yang perfect dalam dunia ni tade sape pon so kene la belajar accept orang len kan kan kan...dah lahir camtuh tapi tade la dia redha je ngan ape yang dia ade..dia tau la jugak camner nak sesuaikan perangai dia dengan keadaan..takde 24 jam dia nak buat perangai ntah apa2...tade aa sampai dah jadi nenek orang pon nanti dia nak gak buat perangai ntah apa2..tapi tak semestinya la kalau tak suka perangai orang ley sesuka hati je tukar2 ikut sesedap rase..macam gulai lak...tak sedap ley modify2 letak serbuk perase...
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Baby, I'm-a want you
Baby, I'm-a need you
You the only one I care enough to hurt about
Maybe I'm-a crazy
But I just can't live without...
Your lovin' and affection
Givin' me direction
Like a guiding light to help me through a darkest hour
Lately I'm a-prayin'
That you'll always be a-stayin' beside me
Used to be my life was just emotions passing by
Feeling all the while and never really knowing why...
Lately I'm a-prayin'
That you'll always be a-stayin' beside me.
Used to be my life was just emotions passing by
Then you came along and made me laugh
And made me cry...
You taught me why...
Baby, I'm-a want you
Baby, I'm-a need you
Oh, it took so long to find you, baby
Baby, I'm-a want you
Baby, I'm-a need you
ola...hehe ape keje pepagi dah update blog nih..gile ke ape..anyways pagi ni sangat sejuk like hell and aku sangat tak tahan duh..feels like -12c duh...sejuk nak mampus..serious aku pergi sekolah dah aa jalan kaki..sampai rahps aku amek shuttle...ui sejuknya aku pakai bubble arinih..okla nak wat HW..babai..
Daripada: feD, pejan dan bad, mmu melaka Kepada: Nur Alynda, Julie, RPI, Troy, New York Ucapan: Selamat hari raya kepada kawan-kawan yg berada di perantauan. Kami di sini menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf jika ada salah dan silap selama kita berkawan. Semoga hari raya ini menjadi hari yang amat bermakna bg kalian. huwaaaa apesal aku tatau yang ini??tak pernah nampak..anyways thanks alot korang....=)terharunya aku..anyways fed sangat sorry dah lame tak chat ngan fed..me bz aaa lately..thanks alot eh anyways..
yo..hmm..sekali tanak update lame tak update..skali nak update 80 kali sehari aku nak menulis..anyways,aku nak tahan mata aku from tido..sumpah ngantuk aku tak tahan ni!!aku nak bace buku ni tgh wat inverse matrix yang aku tak ingat langsung satu aper pon ni wey!!satu aper pon aku tak ingat nih!!adoi2 ntah ape2 la suruh aku belajar bende bebukan nih!!lalalalala~~marila kita menarinari dan menyanyi2 lalalala~mengantuk lalalala~saya nak tido tapi tak boleh..akunye resolution utk malam ni is aku tanak tido sampai esok pagi..ok maybe aku tido tapi aku tido kejap je cam aku tido kol 6 ker aku tido kol 530 ke..serious buduh tul wat kelas kol 8 nih..sape ntah bijak cipta kelas kol 8 ntah..demmit aku pon gi amek kelas kol 8 buat ape...demit dah tau aku takle bangun pagi pegi amek kelas tuh..hmm aku tetibe sambil type aku teringat satu bende la..pasal heater..tatau kenaper aku teringat tapi aku teringat jugak pasal bende nih..
ade satu malam ni kan..aku ngan nads zawani tau...kitorang tgh wat ...
hello..oh sungguh lamenye aku tak mengarang disini...ecece bahase..aku sendiri geli ngan bahase aku sendiri..wek wek..yek..anyways,memang betulla tapi kan aku dah lame tak tulis..sebab aku malas..hheehe...saje je tukar layout tapi malas nak tulis..lawa kan layout aku..mase aku memula tukar ade banyak gile flaw dia..aku just betulkan kat frontpage..tapi still banyak flaw..rupanya bende ni tak cover add kat atas tuh..so...ade la silap dia...tak tau nak buat aper,terpaksa la carik ach jugak..last resort aku..seboleh2nya aku tanak aa carik dia..tapi kene jugak...hmm..apa ya..latest stories..ade tapi aku tanak aa cerita..sedih...al-fatihah to 2 umich students who died in an accident last few days..i wont write long about it..it really reminds me of abah..ntah tak tau kenaper...
26 ThInGs A sWeEt GuY wOuLd Do
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair BUT you always notice.
3. Stick up for you but still be respectful of your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you, put his arms around you, squeeze you tightly against his chest, and whisper softly into your ear
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands will always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but knows when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14......... Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
6. Smile alot.
17. Plan a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just b/c he knows it means alot ...
A man wants to have a WIFE because she can make his life:
W : WONDERFUL
I : INTERESTING
F : FASCINATING
E : EXTRAORDINARY
But a woman will have to be careful in finding a HUSBAND because he
might be:
H : HOPELESS
U : UNACCOUNTABLE
S : SENSELESS
B : BORING
A : AUTHORITATIVE
N : NUISANCE
D : DISCRIMINATIVE
Why does a man want to have a WIFE? Because she can provide:
W : WASHING
I : IRONING
F : FOOD
E : ENTERTAINMENT
FREE of CHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!
Why does a woman wanna have a HUSBAND? Because he is expected to
H : HOUSE HER
U : UNDERSTAND HER
S : SHARE EVERYTHING WITH HER
B : BUY ANYTHING FOR HER
A : AND
N : NEVER
D : DEMAND ANYTHING FROM HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
well there are some people,well alot actually in this world who really think they are so damn good and matured and bla bla and so damn pandai and talented and educated and so powerful (muahahah ape lagi ye..) but the reality is they have really low eq though their IQ is undefeatable...(is that the rite word??)..y'know those who really think they are so bla bla bla...okay enuff of hating people..almost everybody think they're rite when they have conflict going on with other people no matter how they said they think of the situation rationally...yup rationally as in i'm never wrong and ur never rite and you're always stupid and i'm always the genius one...heheehe...you see no matter how hard you think rationally you'll still somehow tend to be biased to yourself..lalala..ok ok i was about to stop tadi kan...ok ok..enuff of hating people..hehe so long bye bye..
rajesh nimbalka dan sume TA-TA dalam dunia ni adalah mnusia yang paling bodoh dalam dunia ni...name je TA tapi takde mentaliti...eq rendah nak mampus..who the hell they think they are????it;s a very unfair world when you really do your work but you dont get credit for it???camtu kan baik takyah aku hidup tau tak?sume kerje macam baik tak payah buat je beb!belajar = tak belajar so kesimpulannya takyah la belajar beb....penat je membazir masa aku belajar baik laa aku buat bende lain yang lagi aku rasa aku nampak benefit dia kat aku..mmg laaa orang kata belajar tu ade benefit kat aku..tak blaha aku nak makan ape...tapi aku tak nampak pun benefit belajar tu kat aku..tahap bodoh aku pun same and tahap achievement aku same je makin teruk je ade la aku nampak....ke ade bende lain yang kacau life aku....dulu sihat je...betul la aku rasa ade bende yang kacau life aku ni..eh tak tak eh ye..lantakla mampus la aku tak kira...dah tu dah lahir tu tak bijak nak buat macam mana....dahla kasik aku mati...
huhuhu...sedihnya...susahnya bila aku dah head over heels for somebody...it's like every single thing they said really hurt you though you know they meant well...or sometimes they didnt even mean to hurt you...but you just take all too seriously because you're just too in love and too emotionally dependent on them...that's when a piece of sincere advice sounds like "i'm bored of you" or "we shouldnt be together" or even "i really regret knowing you"...sounds stupid but it's true...now i know why some people feel insecure in their relationship..they care a lot...in a way it's too much for the other part to handle but in away it means life to the other person...that's when important things to me seems trivial to him...and when my tears are too cheap they fall too easily...until one time it becomes meaningless...
when all my life revolves around you it hurts not to have you for even one second...
BERITA TERKINI
RPI saturday 11/01/03
A crop circle in the shape of RPI's logo was found near the campus' gym,Mueller Center.The site was immediately swarmed by people taking their pictures around the crop circle which origin is not identified.
muahahaha ade orang jakun kat RPI jumpe crop circle terus panggil sume malaysian amek gambar kat tepi tu..muahahahahahahhhaha.....
p/s:crap2 ape aku tulis nih..mengisi mase lapang je..takde kerje... muahaha..
it's saturday and i dont feel like it's weekend and there's not even a bit of happiness that the wekend's arrived and there's not a even a bit of feeling to enjoy the weekend..i'm talking crap and i dont care...conclusion is = this weekend's gonna suck..3 exams next week and tralalalalallala i dont wanna study...the hell with exams and everbody pls stfu...
whoaa wat a strong language there i use..but i dont give a damn...
so emotionally instable right now..
oits takot takot nak amek paper physics hari tu..sure markah aku buruk nak mampus...isy takotnye tanak pergi kelas boley tak agaknyer..aku dah lambat masuk kelas ni..print bende maple yang aku patut hantar pagi tadi...terlebey tido akhirnya aku tak pergi pon kelas yang aku memang nak pergi so badly sebab aku nak pergi review dier..isy isy sape suh tak cek wey alarm tu pasang ke tak..kan dah sesia je aku tak bangun pergi kelas pagi tadi..sedar2 je dah pukul 10..alang2 dah lambat tu aku lambat kan lag?!!!!takot la beb takot..nanti aku dapat kertas aku tanak bukak tgk markah sampai aku dah habis exam sume2...bley tak agaknya...okla aku dah 5 minit lambat pergi kelas so aku ciao dulu la ye..wish me luck..muahaha luck batper nyer aku dah amek dah exam tu dah takde luck dah...