I just kemekkan my mother's kembara. Oh man the moment i heard the scratching tergesel sound it felt like an a-bomb was dropped right into my dada. and KApow! bom bang sprouted mushroom cloud macam dekat Hiroshima. Damn that was not a good feeling. Ach said it wasn't a big deal and i'm pretty damn sure it isn't la jugak, but mannn.... that was my first kerete eksiden.
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Oh Kakngah! I can not thank god enough for blessing me with my sister. I used to hate my sister for being so orthodox, with her zaman tuk kaduk( or so it seemed a few years ago )nye mentality. The ones like, I can look at you and know if you're a virgin or not. I can tell if you're a virgin like these like these if you do these and these. Chinese will always try to pull Malays down and yadda yadda. Like, AF winners should only be Malays because by voting Malays/Muslims, we are helping them by giving the prize to them. Masa AF3 nye final, me and my brother prayed so hard that felix( non-malay ) would win instead of Mawi( pak aji ustad alim ) just to spite her. Saya tak setuju okey, AF and Islam/races tak patut dikaitkan. takde kene mengene. But I digress. But sebenarnya, after nearly 2 months balik, I learned to understand my sister more. She can be really fun to hang out with okay, despite our big age gap. She's like 40. Or so. And I'm 23. Hehehe... Dulu aku gile benci...
I know somebody who thinks having a dead father is the same as having a father who has a second wife. Who thinks money can buy everybody everything. Fuck her. And I just turned down a job because i dont like the surroundings of the office. It gives the impression that i could be mugged,raped, killed, tikam-ed anytime. My brother in law called me manja. Oh so the way to be tak manja is to risk the possibilities of being mugged eh. Okay. I feel much safer in the states. Living in BUDAYA BARAT actually makes me feel much much more comfortable than living among people who practise BUDAYA TIMUR. Oh fuck these stupid labels. Mannnn i need to stop being shallow. Ces. Btw, Happy Belated Birthday to Aida.