Ramblings of a Mami of Two

in dire need of mr ach. =(

somebody please get me a life. dah lapan puluh kali aku rasa aku dok check hotmail aku in the last one hour. giler ker wey?!!!!!!!!!!!!! i bet i'll be updating every one hour. hope i wont go insane. i need a car. and a driving license. achhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

ach dah balik...

i wonder why some people can be so stupid and insensitive of other people's feelings?? no no insensitive's not the right word.. soo...soo..so wat ah...stupid lah that's enough. those who are sooo freakin buduh to use people's stuff;firstly, without permission, and secondly, used them and not putting them back where they first took it, and thirdly, used them, not putting them back, and to make it worse, left it on the cabinet without washing it!!!freakin stupid humans!!! i dont mind sharing, but pls laaa pikir sket and put them back so i can use them... hell, why am i even writing it here??nobody's gonna read but at least 10% of the anger dah lepas...tinggal 90% to whoever it is who took my stuff and not putting it back. please laa bebs we're leaving together pls be more considerate not just to me but to everybody...

Datanglah sayang dan biarkan ku berbaring Di pelukanmu walaupun tuk sejenak Usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan semua Bila kulelah tetaplah disini Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum Dengan canda tawamu walaupun tuk sekejap Karna hanya engkaulah yang sanggup meredakan aku Karna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama Karna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku Dalam susah ataupun senang Dapatkah engkau s'lalu menjagaku Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku Bila kulelah tetaplah disini Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar if only you'd understand me better

never have i hated anybody so much in my life before...

when i think about all the things that happened, i'd question myself, where do i belong? ? i dont fit here, nor there. so maybe a cave is the best place to live after all. (a gua with electricity, air, aircond, tv, internet might do just well)

sometimes i wonder...is he for real or what?? all the magical things he's done to me,all the wonderful times we've shared together... and he himself, he's just too good to be true. when i was being miss fussy and became really hard to deal with, he just kept his cool and dealt with it with all the charm he has. hehe..what is this???sappy session??? i dont care. of all the gifts i've ever had, he's the best by far, and i believe will be for the rest of my life. so thank you God, for giving me the chance to be loved by him.

ola hello peeps!!Sorry for not updating for such a long time..you must be dying for new updates right?? YEAAAAAAA RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (giving myself a good smack in the head) the email has been sent. adoila, come on people clean up after yourselves!!! it's not that difficult to koyakkan the tissue paper and wipe all your mess! it's not that difficult to throw away the cili you cut into the tong sampah!I saw a cutting board with a knife and tangkai cilis on the cabinet and I was like..who the hell did this???clean up after yourself please? we are all grown-ups people, and we are all grown-ups who live with a bunch of other people...so please consider other people's feelings...nobody is anybody's maid here so please do all the cleaning by yourselves..nobody's gonna do that for you...yeah except the cleaning guy, who's gonna end up throwing everything. I think it's kinda embarrassing to get the same email over and over again... hoping nobody's...

why i rarely update my blog in summer? or any holidays? or whenever school's not in session? i don't know.. summer's been boring...i'm counting the days to being lonely and bored 24/7 for a whole 2 months...can't say i'm prepared, i can't live without ach...hahaha pathetic. been filling my time productively lately-diff eq,crosstitch(haha macam nenek)..and most of the time i'm adobe photoshop-ing...discovered one site full of cool photoshop tutorials so gatal tangan try buat...so i've turned ach into a katun,myself into an angel playing pool from kayangan,framed one or two pics, well...i'm very happy.. ok malas nak tulis lagi that's my busuk...

yesterday was fun. million of thanks to julie,ija,elle,ninie,taroi,ather,nads,ellias harun dan jugak orang2 lain yang ada kat pizza bella smalam..and thanks ipeng jugak for the bunga =P..thanks elle for ubat sakit tekak, ija for the plaster, taroi for the pizza and julie for the comel 'gold digger'pouch.thank you soo much people.and terima kasih jugak for the icecream cake.(ice cream is a superb hairgel =P).last nite was a blast.xie xie people! thanks to mate and laney too..and mawar and ain for remembering =). zillions of thanks to encik akmal... thank you to everybody. got new haircut..hmm nobody cares. miss mommy...

Dua orang pemuda sedang berbual tentang pendapat masing-masing. Seorang pemuda kampung dan seorang pemuda orang asli (orang dalam). Orang Dalam : "Apalah orang kampung ni pengotor betul" Pemuda Kg : "Eh, kenapa awak cakap macam tu..?" Orang Dalam : "Yelah, Orang kampung makan ayam, makan itik,ayam kan suka makan taik, sudu-sudu dalam longkang.Orang kampung suka makan lembu, kerbau, dua-dua ekor ni kan suka makan rumput..? rumput kotor orang pijak-pijak, kereta lanyak-lanyak lagi... Tengok orang dalam makan SEMUA YANG TERBANG AJE!" Pemuda Kg : "Contohnya..?" Orang Dalam : "Tupai, Burung, Beruk, semua makan buah-buahan dan dijamin kebersihannya," sambil berkata dengan angkuh. Pemuda Kg : Sambil berfikir dalam hati, "camana aku nak kenakan orang asli yang bongkak ni". Lalu dia bertanya, HELIKOPTER makan tak?" Orang Dalam : Terbang tak..? Pemuda K...

midwest sangat memenatkan.. but okaylah...it was fun except the midwest dinner...the fact that it's a buffet style dinner is one thing, having it an open one is another big thing...with the rain and all...uhuhu i bet everybody's sandals were soaking wet that nite..nyehehe kaki seluar aku pon basah cam tak ingat dunia..dah ler labuh...tapi takpela nak wat camner..Ija won the MVP award for basketball(W).nyehehe kena belanja nalawa makan chicken supreme pizza...mann talking bout that...they're sure gonna have lotsa fun in Malaysia.... dying with jealousy... there are rumors going around that next midwest's gonna be in Nebraska.Being me who sucks in Geography, I dont know what that means, but others said it's far from NY..meaning there wont be much participation from RPI.nyehehe takde takde tatau sebenarnya, but if it's that far aku tanak ah gi..penat+saket kaki. ape lagi eh...ooo...ada..has people lost respect to one another?hmm these people should get a smac...