Ramblings of a Mami of Two

I love you, You love me, We are a happy family, With a great big hug and kiss from me to you, Won't you say you love me too. I wish i were a child again. ------------------ School starts lusa. And it's gonna be a cold cold week. Time cuti taknak sejuk plakkk.....siap 13C feels like 13C tuh... paling sejuk pun ada la -4 or -5C. time aku kena keluar gi sekolah hari hari laaa nak sejuk feels like -21C. Sejuk2 tak bes okay. Tapi snow putih tebal belakang bilik, amat bes!! Tebal gile weh. Berinci2. Saya gembira!

Today's raya and I missed my last raya prayer in the States intentionally. Tak terasa nak pergi. Lagi lama duduk sini, lagi tak rasa macam raya. Christmas pun lagi meriah but of course la kan, its a no brainer. Duduk pun kat Amareka. Mestila meriah time christmas. ------------------------- Somebody told me to think thoroughly before making the big leap. But, the more i think of it, the more stressed i got. There arent many options available anyways, its either this or that, but, actually, the heart's pretty much set on one choice, but the head says the other. Like how meh? ------------------------- What's with having to wear only baju kurung or kebaya if you work in the government? It's pretty much an unwritten rule. Skirts are allowed in some places but generally its only baju kurung. Initially I thought it's because baju kurung is easier to wear than suits or pants, because you dont have to plan your outfit (i.e. matching pants and shirt/ skirts) in the morning. ...

Been a while tak tulis apa apa. Well, it's winter break, nothing interesting happened. Well, maybe masak2 turkey for the first time can be considered something. God the turkey was heavy, cleaning it was difficult. It was like bathing a 9-month old baby. Both me and elle were first timers, I guess we passed. =) My biological clock is somewhat messed up lately. Slept at 7 AM daily, and woke up at 1130 AM, sometimes 12 PM sometimes 1 PM just in time to hit the gym with Belle. Nasib baik elle ni motivated nak get in shape, if not it would be very difficult for me to commit myself juge. Okay note to people, i dont go to gym to be kurus, i dont even have enough daging on my bones. I go just to be fit. You know so that a couple flight of stairs dont leave me out of breath. And, while I'm at this, some people really need to be less demanding. And be more real. And stop being pefectionists, it really doesnt hurt to lower your expectations and relax a little bit when life needs you to d...