Ramblings of a Mami of Two

After so long.... Its only one day away from Raya. My first raya with the family after four years of celebrating it with my RPI family. The thing i missed most was dengar lagu raya dekat radio instead listening to MP3. Oh and dengar announcement raya. Sadly i dont listen much to the radio hence tak dengar banyak sangat lagu raya. And I nearly missed the raya announcement. And tahun ni takde baju raya. Too old for it. So anyways, I'm looking forward to celebrating raya here. ehehheehe... sebenarnya tak rasa apa pun since everybody pun raya, and mak aku yang masak instead of aku. Honestly I miss celebrating raya in troy.... Maybe because I took the responsibility of cooking the rendang, kuah kacang, rebus ketupat segera and kacau dodol myself at 11PM on raya eve, in my adorable tiny kitchen, only to sleep at 4 AM and wake up at 630 for Raya prayer in the Armory. Or maybe because last raya eve I cried and called nadiah to pick me up in Colonie because I felt so lonely. Helped them co...