Ramblings of a Mami of Two

I forgot to mention one more thing... Another friend is getting married!!!!! Big CONGRATULATIONS to you babesss!!!!!!!! I mean, all of us are getting married, of course, but the thing that differentiates you from other ppl is that you have a date. Tehehehehee..... Sigh ~ Everyone seems to be getting married, and getting pregnant. Think about this, for my wedding, I'd have friends coming with their babiesss!!!! Oh my god I'm not that young anymore am I?? And when i approach the new mothers, they'd call me as "Auntie Ajan". As in, " Hey little baby, this is Auntie Ajan." Awww ... that is so adorable! Hehehe the funny thing is, I was the one to get engaged before these people, and they are tying the knot sooner that I do! Oh my god I'm so happy for my friends. When i read my entry again, i sound like an over-excited teenybopper. Who cares, I'm done with crazy australians!! I'm so happyyy oh so happyyy~~ Planning a wedding can cause serious head...

Today was my last day at work. Earlier today I thought I'd never been happier to leave that place, but then as the day ended, sedih aaa pulak tiba tiba... I've made great friends over there.. Mann I'm gonna miss them all, especially Rina the brain, Eric the blind man and Kevin the binbin. Oh and not to forget Leon the vainpot and Jay the... tak tau... Tehehehehe.... no more crazy australians for me!! Hurray!!

Most of the times I think I'm fucked up. Things seldom seem to go my way, and after sometimes I have come to learn that what you want and what you get are two different things. And, nobody said life is going to be fair. Its really difficult for me to think I am capable of doing A LOT of things, and the fact that I have a bunch of Gold type of people surrounding does not always help. If you think of it logically, if one is surrouded by a bunch of Gold people, one should adapt, but in my case.... I turn to extreme Blue. Or, I can actually turn to Gold, but in the meantime gather a lot of enemies and wrath in the process. I cant, these people are my life. And, I miss him. How I wish he'd be here. Gee I'm talking nonsense. Btw, on a lighter note, 2 australians said they love me. And one flirted with me. Oh well, that added a few sugar drops to a bitter me.