9/17....a year and a month ago...exactly on this date..
  • 500 am - i was crying dengan mak atas katil..telling her how much i'm gonna miss her and everybody.
  • 530 am - banglang n kak shida,bangah and kakngah and my princesses and princes sampai umah...tak lame lepas tu edd n ain sampai umah..sume nak antar aku pegi airport..and aku tak abes2 lagi sedey..
  • 600 am - on my way to airport..still not believing i'm leaving my beloved country and everything behind...to pursue my cite2..haha..ade cite2 nak jadi engineer ker aku ni??
  • 700 am - sampai airport..arrived to see shah and syuk were there waiting for me..hehe..cuak2 sket sebab ade edd and datang lagi sorang laks..siap kasik aku bear pooh..haha..cant tell you how gelabah i was that time...
  • 800 am - tak tau nak rase aper..sedey ker tak ker..wat ever i'm feeling pun..one thing for sure i'll be leaving in less than 2 hrs..so sedey ke tak ke tak gune...tried to enjoy the time i have with my family (sorry..tetiber tersyahdu ingat malaysia...)
  • 920 am - cried and cried...peluk mak and everybody,my anak2 buah..first time i saw banglang cried..that's since abah passed away..well didnt expect him to cry...anyways he cried like crazy...shafiq didnt cry..macholah!kakngah too..i cried....well..sorrylah..gtg everybody...bubbye..
  • 1030 am - after an hour delay,the plane finally terbang..leaving everything behind...to an unknown fate of mine in a completely new place,new surrounding,new lifestyle...thousands of miles away from home...
..and now...i'm here..in Troy,NY,USA..a year and a month later..nothing much have changed..well...actually..lotsa things have changed..but nothing much has been achieved..i wish i could turn back time and smack myself in the head before i make the decision to accept JPA's offer to come here.Lotsa things could be undone..(is that grammatically correct???).really..sometimes i really regret coming here..well there are some things that i'm thankful it happened..but there are other things that i wish never happened..like me coming here and failing my first sem..not failed but y'know tak score secemerlang i used to do..and lotsa other things...sumbody please hug me and convince me i'm doing the right thing..i really need it now..sigh~~

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