times like this..aku rasa pressured...it's always not fair to me..kenapa my wish and my choice are often not respected?there're all kinds of people dalam dunia ni and not all of them are lucky to be given such an opportunity like what others had been given...different people too..have different ways of keeping themselves occupied...it doesnt make them losers if they dont share the same lifestyles as others or as what others expect them to have.I just dont get it...putting them on a same row of things doesnt make them exactly like each other...that doesnt make them of equal importance to me..being in the same list doesnt make each other the same..i have my own lifestyles,my own group of friends which i do admit very much different from yours but that doesnt mean you have to look down upon mine..sorry i tried to do this face to face but i cant...everytime i would end up being speechless and clueless...as much as i really wanna say it,i chose to keep quiet and keep everything bottled up inside.i do love you no matter what you do but there are some things that we have to work out..

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