often i thought i'd be much happier but most of the time i'd prove myself wrong.often i'd regret with the decisions i;d made and be miserable with myself.to get away with it,i;d often blame other people,and maybe other things...never to look back at myself and admit my mistakes but simply put all the blames to other things.
and often too i find myself blaming fate for all the bad things happening to me...but when i sit down and think about all the things ive done,i have to bravely admit that everything bad comes from myself...from my inability to control myself...true enough all the good things come from God and all the bad ones come from me...
and true enough if i had followed my instinct one year ago all this wouldnt be happening....do i regret this?
looking at the bright side of it,no i dont..i've enjoyed my life eversince but looking at the bad side of it...i am not who i used to be anymore....
so am i regretting it??i hope i'm not..
this is one big test God has given me...
and often too i find myself blaming fate for all the bad things happening to me...but when i sit down and think about all the things ive done,i have to bravely admit that everything bad comes from myself...from my inability to control myself...true enough all the good things come from God and all the bad ones come from me...
and true enough if i had followed my instinct one year ago all this wouldnt be happening....do i regret this?
looking at the bright side of it,no i dont..i've enjoyed my life eversince but looking at the bad side of it...i am not who i used to be anymore....
so am i regretting it??i hope i'm not..
this is one big test God has given me...
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