Most of the times I think I'm fucked up.
Things seldom seem to go my way, and after sometimes I have come to learn that what you want and what you get are two different things. And, nobody said life is going to be fair.
Its really difficult for me to think I am capable of doing A LOT of things, and the fact that I have a bunch of Gold type of people surrounding does not always help. If you think of it logically, if one is surrouded by a bunch of Gold people, one should adapt, but in my case.... I turn to extreme Blue.
Or, I can actually turn to Gold, but in the meantime gather a lot of enemies and wrath in the process. I cant, these people are my life.
And, I miss him. How I wish he'd be here.
Gee I'm talking nonsense.
Btw, on a lighter note, 2 australians said they love me. And one flirted with me. Oh well, that added a few sugar drops to a bitter me.
Things seldom seem to go my way, and after sometimes I have come to learn that what you want and what you get are two different things. And, nobody said life is going to be fair.
Its really difficult for me to think I am capable of doing A LOT of things, and the fact that I have a bunch of Gold type of people surrounding does not always help. If you think of it logically, if one is surrouded by a bunch of Gold people, one should adapt, but in my case.... I turn to extreme Blue.
Or, I can actually turn to Gold, but in the meantime gather a lot of enemies and wrath in the process. I cant, these people are my life.
And, I miss him. How I wish he'd be here.
Gee I'm talking nonsense.
Btw, on a lighter note, 2 australians said they love me. And one flirted with me. Oh well, that added a few sugar drops to a bitter me.
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