huhuhu...sedihnya...susahnya bila aku dah head over heels for somebody...it's like every single thing they said really hurt you though you know they meant well...or sometimes they didnt even mean to hurt you...but you just take all too seriously because you're just too in love and too emotionally dependent on them...that's when a piece of sincere advice sounds like "i'm bored of you" or "we shouldnt be together" or even "i really regret knowing you"...sounds stupid but it's true...now i know why some people feel insecure in their relationship..they care a lot...in a way it's too much for the other part to handle but in away it means life to the other person...that's when important things to me seems trivial to him...and when my tears are too cheap they fall too easily...until one time it becomes meaningless...

when all my life revolves around you it hurts not to have you for even one second...

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