hola.
i was sitting at my desk doing nothing, when all of a sudden i remembered something that happened back in hich school, when i was in form 2. Then i thought what would happen had i chose to stand up for myself, and explain to the old lady what actually happened. Yeah i know it's kinda cruel and rude of me to call her that, but with all this rage in me i couldnt find a better word to call her.
had i stand up for myself that day, i wouldnt have to live with this anger throughout my whole life.It's easy to say forget it, but doing it is not as easy. Yeah it happened a long time ago, 7 years ago, but i still cant forget the humiliation i felt. well, i didnt feel that way when i was caned on front of everybody during school assembly, but did the spinster had to bring the issue up in KAPI class??
She wasted the whole hour of the class semata2 nak meluahkan ke-emotional-an dia when she was supposed to be teaching us.How stupid is that? A teacher is not supposed to put such an emotional display..you're an ustazahla!! nangis2 depan student konon...halo?!!
Had she ever thought of asking me what really happened and saved us all the misery of seeing an old lady crying in front of the class asking for sympathy???well at least save me.Instead of asking me, she told the whole class what a wimp i was..manje la aper la..saje2 panggil mak bapak datang sekolah komplen sebab kena rotan.Halo??!!It wasnt me...i really regret it until now that i didnt stand up and tell that stupid old lady that i never wanted it to happen that way, that i never wanted to tell my dad what really happened until my mom made me do so,that i never wanted my dad to see the HM, and i never told my dad what to say.Stupid bitch.awww..i've gone to far here...sorry.
If i could turn back time, i wouldve told her what had really happened, and teach her a lesson. tah paper ntah cikgu camtuh. i cant think of her as a human being, i cant help being in the box everytime i think of her...aaa bencinya.
I call it 'my public caning'.It was one hell of an experience i must say, because the next day i was the girl in the first class who got caned.Teachers asked me why, didnt i feel ashamed, and had it any way affected my studies.hahah hell no..i was called by penolong kanan, counsellor and had some counselling session.it was fun.Very fun indeed, but the old lady ruined the whole thing for me.Thanks a lot.
i was sitting at my desk doing nothing, when all of a sudden i remembered something that happened back in hich school, when i was in form 2. Then i thought what would happen had i chose to stand up for myself, and explain to the old lady what actually happened. Yeah i know it's kinda cruel and rude of me to call her that, but with all this rage in me i couldnt find a better word to call her.
had i stand up for myself that day, i wouldnt have to live with this anger throughout my whole life.It's easy to say forget it, but doing it is not as easy. Yeah it happened a long time ago, 7 years ago, but i still cant forget the humiliation i felt. well, i didnt feel that way when i was caned on front of everybody during school assembly, but did the spinster had to bring the issue up in KAPI class??
She wasted the whole hour of the class semata2 nak meluahkan ke-emotional-an dia when she was supposed to be teaching us.How stupid is that? A teacher is not supposed to put such an emotional display..you're an ustazahla!! nangis2 depan student konon...halo?!!
Had she ever thought of asking me what really happened and saved us all the misery of seeing an old lady crying in front of the class asking for sympathy???well at least save me.Instead of asking me, she told the whole class what a wimp i was..manje la aper la..saje2 panggil mak bapak datang sekolah komplen sebab kena rotan.Halo??!!It wasnt me...i really regret it until now that i didnt stand up and tell that stupid old lady that i never wanted it to happen that way, that i never wanted to tell my dad what really happened until my mom made me do so,that i never wanted my dad to see the HM, and i never told my dad what to say.Stupid bitch.awww..i've gone to far here...sorry.
If i could turn back time, i wouldve told her what had really happened, and teach her a lesson. tah paper ntah cikgu camtuh. i cant think of her as a human being, i cant help being in the box everytime i think of her...aaa bencinya.
I call it 'my public caning'.It was one hell of an experience i must say, because the next day i was the girl in the first class who got caned.Teachers asked me why, didnt i feel ashamed, and had it any way affected my studies.hahah hell no..i was called by penolong kanan, counsellor and had some counselling session.it was fun.Very fun indeed, but the old lady ruined the whole thing for me.Thanks a lot.
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