Will you be my Valentine?
The title has nothing to do with what I'm about to write. And I don't celebrate Valentine's either. What i'm about to write is a sad entry, might potentially bring you down, or might lead you into thinking that i'm an attention seeking whore. Whatever it is, it's your choice. You're totally entitled to have your opinion.
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Sometimes I failed to appreciate my loved ones. It was never important to give them a call and say hi. I never really bother to tell them that I love them, except on special occasions. Always assuming they know, but what we don't know is that a simple I love you can actually brighten someone's day. I always hide behind a wall of pride and never want to say sorry after fights. There was no goodnight kisses either. And sometimes I didn't even say thank you to small things they did, like, bringing home goreng pisang for tea, or chicken curry for dinner.
And when they're gone, or even away from me, I sit down and think of all the things I did, didn't do, should've done, or shouldn't have done for them. It makes me sad.
So what's the point of a so sedih post? Nothing. Just wanted to share. Because as often as you've heard everything I've written, it's often difficult to actually realize it. That we don't always appreciate our loved ones. We always take things for granted.
And I'm not asking for your sympathy. I don't need your pity. It just feels good letting it out. If you're still reading, thank you. And I love you. =)
p/s: Belle, makasih for the dunkacino =D
The title has nothing to do with what I'm about to write. And I don't celebrate Valentine's either. What i'm about to write is a sad entry, might potentially bring you down, or might lead you into thinking that i'm an attention seeking whore. Whatever it is, it's your choice. You're totally entitled to have your opinion.
Sometimes I failed to appreciate my loved ones. It was never important to give them a call and say hi. I never really bother to tell them that I love them, except on special occasions. Always assuming they know, but what we don't know is that a simple I love you can actually brighten someone's day. I always hide behind a wall of pride and never want to say sorry after fights. There was no goodnight kisses either. And sometimes I didn't even say thank you to small things they did, like, bringing home goreng pisang for tea, or chicken curry for dinner.
And when they're gone, or even away from me, I sit down and think of all the things I did, didn't do, should've done, or shouldn't have done for them. It makes me sad.
So what's the point of a so sedih post? Nothing. Just wanted to share. Because as often as you've heard everything I've written, it's often difficult to actually realize it. That we don't always appreciate our loved ones. We always take things for granted.
And I'm not asking for your sympathy. I don't need your pity. It just feels good letting it out. If you're still reading, thank you. And I love you. =)
p/s: Belle, makasih for the dunkacino =D
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