Happy Belated 22nd Birthday, Shafiq!

Okay, memang sangat belated.
I just found this picture that I scanned.
That's me and my lil brother. Looking at the picture, you'd think I'm a loving sister eh?

 But you're wrong hahahahaha. When I was 13 and my brother was 8, he became the target of my constant temper outbursts. Semua dia buat tak kena. Memanjang kena jerit je.

Tak basuh kasut, jerit! Tak basuh pinggan, jerit! Chew with his mouth open, jerit! Pilih fishball dalam mihun, jerit! Tak kemas bilik, jerit!
I bet the neighbors were talking about me back then.

Even sekarang pun dia kena lagi ngan aku. I dont shout anymore, but I use very sarcastic words. I even told him to fuck himself off, ONCE. That's a lot if you're in my family.

Yes. I'm a bad sister. I never showed any emotions towards him. But that goes for everyone, except Kimi and Ach and Mak, sometimes. I seldom, almost never, asked him how he's doing, how he's coping with studies, how's the relationship with the girlfriend. Or if he has enough pocket money.

But I know that I love him. Because the morning after he returned to college after four months of staying at home, I went to his room and cried.

I missed him.

Yucks.

Happy Belated Birthday! 
May all your wishes come true.
I love you, lil brother.

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