Happy 5th Anniversary, aChieaJanie

I have been cracking my head in the past one month for sweet things to write and do for our fifth anniversary. Honestly, I have no idea what to say or how to describe my feelings or how to describe the past five years that both of us have gone through.

The experience, the feeling, the whole journey, everything, they are indescribable. 

No words could express how thankful I am to Allah for sending me this man, for giving me this life, for giving us this passion (and patience), to live with each other. 

Saya penyepah, husband saya pengemas. Saya tak romantic langsung, husband saya memang romantic gila. Saya pandai masak gulai lemak cili api, husband saya punya asam pedas to die for. Saya suka lauk melayu, husband saya prefer simple food. Saya suka terhegeh-hegeh, husband saya selalu remind saya to be on time. Saya basuh pinggan, husband saya lipat baju. Saya mop lantai, husband saya tebang pokok. Saya siapkan breakfast every morning, husband saya siapkan anak for school every morning. Saya makan banyak, husband saya makan sikit. Saya tak suka share food, husband saya orders food that he can eat with Kimi.

To Dear Husband, 

I want to be the one who cracks her brain to find you anniversary gifts every year. I don't want to only make babies with you, I want to play with our cucu together with you (as in buying toys and take them for holidays - saya tamau jaga cucu la kot? Heee). I want to be with you every raya, waiting for our children and our cucu to balik raya. Kalau turn diorang balik kampung lagi satu, I want to travel the world with you, and tell our children, "Mami and Ayah nak pegi naik cruise raya ni. Korang pegi raya belah lagi satu lah!". I want to be the one to salam you every pagi raya and I want you to be my muhrim when I go for Haji.

I want to die with you by my side. 

I want to be with you, forever.

Happy 5th Anniversary, Dear Husband.