Kasih sayang

"Mami tak pernah berkasih sayang dengan saya"

That hit me like a lightning in a bad thunderstorm.

"Mami tak macam mak mak lain pun, main-main dengan anak dia"

The whole world came crushing down around me.

*****

Kimi said all of that when I he asked me if he could cook with me and I said no.